We fast to FEAST

Listen to the whole sermon on fasting HERE [at 39:30]

This week, our church is entering a time of Prayer & Fasting—something we do every January and September to set aside space to seek God in a focused way. We’re encouraging our community to participate, but I want to extend the invitation to you as well! If you’d like to join us, you can download the 1-week Prayer & Fasting Journal (available in English and Spanish), which includes daily devotionals, scripture, and prayer points to guide you.

So why fasting? Fasting is not about dieting, punishing ourselves, or trying to earn God’s approval. Instead, fasting is about making space—setting aside one appetite so our spiritual appetite can truly feast. Hunger pangs or missed routines become reminders to turn our hearts back to God.

Fasting is depriving one appetite to feed another appetite.

And true fasting always leads to transformation. It draws us into God’s presence, softens our hearts toward others, and frees us to live more like Jesus.

Here’s the image God gave me as I prayed for this week: a huge banquet table overflowing with delicious things. Scripture, prayer, worship, fellowship—all of it is laid out before us. But more than the meal itself, the reward is the One sitting across the table.

The purpose of a spiritual meal is not to consume but to commune.

Whether you’ve fasted before or this is brand new, you’re invited. God has made Himself “findable,” and as we seek Him, He promises we will encounter Him!


Faith = Tension

Faith is full of tension—this holy, uncomfortable, stretching tension. That’s something that’s settled more deeply into my soul the more I’ve walked with God. And if you’ve ever wrestled with tough theological questions, you know exactly what I mean.

Why are these questions so tough? For starters, the Bible isn’t always as clear as we’d like. We don’t always receive such specific guidelines (how to date, what job to choose, what political party to align with…) Sometimes, it even seems to contradict itself. And let’s be honest—sometimes, we just don’t like the answers we find. It’s no wonder tough questions bring tension!

Faith Means Living in the Tension

We crave clear-cut answers, but faith isn’t about certainty. It’s about trust. And trust thrives and even grows in tension. Muscles grow under tension, tightropes need tension for an acrobat to walk across, and relationships deepen through tough conversations. The same goes for faith!

I used to think (or maybe really hoped…) that faith meant having everything figured out eventually. But even the greatest theologians in history never stopped asking questions. And if they didn’t have all the answers, why should we? I hope we feel the RELIEF of knowing the our spiritual mothers and fathers lived to the end of their lives holding this tension in their faith.

We SHOULD Ask Questions

In fact, you should. The church should be the safest place for tough conversations. If you’ve ever been made to feel ashamed for questioning your faith, I’m so sorry.

Even biblical heroes wrestled with God. David cried out in frustration (Psalm 13:2), Abraham questioned divine justice (Genesis 18:23), and Jeremiah asked why the wicked prosper (Jeremiah 12:1). Jesus himself often responded to questions with more questions—pushing people to think deeper rather than just giving easy answers.

Bring Your Questions to God

The word “theology” means the study of God. It comes from 2 Greek words: Theos & Logos.

Theos = God

Logos = the LIVING and ACTIVE word– something that may begin as speech and then manifests into reality. Not just the will of God, but the will and activity of God. And in the Prologue of John chapter 1, we are told that Jesus IS THE LOGOS, He is the Word of God.

Jesus has quite literally INSERTED Himself into the study of Himself.

He WANTS to be involved in our questioning! We cannot (or really, SHOULD NOT) study about God without involving Him. God welcomes our questions. He delights in them. Jeremiah 33:3 tells us, “Call to me and I will answer you,” and James 1:5 says He gives wisdom generously.

At the end of the day, faith isn’t about having all the answers—it’s about drawing closer to God. We’re invited into the mystery, to wrestle, to wonder, and to trust that He’s got us, even when we don’t have everything figured out. And honestly? That comes as such relief to me today.